Time

I am amazed at how much time has passed. Another season draws to an end and I am in a place that I never would have expected.

Time heals and has its way of helping to dull and dissipate pain and loss. It helps, if you let it, to clarify the good and melt away what was sad, painful and frightening. I reach for the times that are positive and the things that are here and now those that bring happiness. My children, my new husband, my friends these I draw strengths from to overcome the continued weight of things that should not be.

I try to breath in what brings good to me and breath out the anger and acidity that boils around me. I hold onto my truths, I love my girls, I love my family and I love my friends, they matter over all other things made of earth, steel or carbon. I hold onto hope that the days will continue to get brighter that I will continue to get stronger and eventually, my only care will be which passion I will follow each day.